*Sniff* You'da done the same for me. Thats what friends are for =') The Alpha an the Omega^^

Ni ni 'Ku. Sleep well^^
Lotsa <3

-Garkie

wow....deep stuff...good song too, who's the artist?

Hey there Naku...hope you don't mind the comments of a total stranger! Thanks for sharing...and for the tunage...it's a nice track! I totally understand about what you said about music getting you through. I don't know what I would do without my music. =(^.^)=

Jocotal...tune is by a group called Frou Frou.

Lyrics are here: http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/gardenstate/letgo.htm

Is it worse to have lost love or to have never felt love? When does friendship end and love start? Will you be able to give everything up? A friend told me that she grew cold. Told me that she hasn't loved but only liked people. It's somewhat said for she is 21 if I'm right...
And then again I see myself. Did I ever love? I liked and I desired. But did I love? Hell sometimes I think how easy life could be with that stupid feeling.
But then I remember that it would be too easy. Things that are too easy sometimes aren't woth a penny. And that kinda life wouldn't be worth sht.
Love is as serious as hate and every other emotion and I don't want to miss one single bit for those are what makes us human.

Next month there will be someone...

I know you dun know me, and prolly dun care.
But from what I know of you... I could truely love you.

...in a non-wierd, non-stalker-ish way. ^_^

Love is a commodity too precious to trade away for anything petty, for love doesn't last without... well, love. It can't last on its own, and can't be love on its own without attracting pain.
Although love on its own can bring strengh (Dido - White Flag) and resolve. Love is nothing without love to compliment it.
While evil begits evil, ...so does love.

I have loved once, ...and when that love left me.... it very nearly broke me. Well, in many ways it did break me, for I am not the same man that i was before. more cautious, more careful. But even more resolved to find the extent of the love i missed out on. the years of love that eluded me from that point will visit me soul again. it's just a matter of when.

"Love Actually", is all around...

I had this whole thing wrote out in Word for my reply, but when I got half way through, I thought to myself: "I'm a random person. WTF does she care?" So here is the gist of what I wanted to say, without the drawn out- while still being totally relevent- melodrama.
First:
Scary blogs! Not 'cause I'm a man, scared of things that are too deep. More because you seem to have some kind of ESP that picks up on exactly what's on my mind during the course of my week. I guess statistically speaking it's bound to happen, but twice? =s
Second:
My Dad done something similar. 'Rents divorced, he moved 3500 miles away, got a wife, house, picket fence, and a golden retriever. Since I was 10 years old I've resented him for a lot of things, many of which made me who I am today. One thing I can't say though, is that he gave up me in anyway. I don't know how it all went down with your Dad, and it's not my place to assume anything. All i can say for definite, is that he didn't "give up" what he had with us. I wouldn't, mine didn't and yours probably didn't either. Some things just happen I guess. I have faith in him enough to know he's always fighting for us, even when he's only calling once a month.
(This was supposed to be a short post, I'm sure of it ^^)
Thirdly (<-- word?):
Your idea of love and the simple need to have someone there recieving all you have to give, is something I strive to achieve myself. I would say you seem exactly the type of person I would want to bake my cookies, but who knows. I can only base my judgement on this blog. As far it all goes, you get a big huge thumbs up. I think I'll focus more on the "real" people round me rather than the electronic ones, like you said. The only reason I posted about the Dad thing is because I leave on Tuesday to go see him. I'm shitting bricks as usual, but maybe we'll get a chance to have a talk. Maybe there will be some cookies waiting for me when I get back.

L0v3 teh l0v3

You know, sometimes I think you beat yourself up mentally more than you beat that bag at the dojo.

I can feel the thoughts twisting and knotting inside. I really hope you find what you're searching for. Naku gives us much, we sense the troubles and wish the storm in your soul will settle ; that you find what you seek.

Heh... seems Cap'n Serious struck again =P

O.O

I keep missing these posts, but I hope that you're okay.

doom.. gloom.. pancakes?

Frou Frou are wise :-)

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