I still love you <3 You'll get through this rough patch, you're one of the strongest people I know. It just sucks that you have to go through it because you're a great person.

Hey
too many poeple will toy while your emotions these people arn't worth your time. Take a step back find something that really motivates you and focus on that.

The best advice i've ever had: when the whole world is against you throw on god mode and get you own back :D

I hope you work it out

It's always the nice and friendly who get hurt. Be bad and have a good day. Maybe there is something like a devil who makes people who are nice have a shitty life. Na doubt that.
There are enough nice people out there who live a happy life. Sometimes I wish I could just stop this whole crappy life. Can't do it anyways. So I'll just keep on living thinking about how everyones happy except for me.
"You'll get through it." Ya I will. Of course. But not by someone saying that. No matter if he means it or doesn't, no matter how good he knows me. I rather keep those crappy feelings under the surface irl. Don't like pity.
Remember that thing called clubbing or something? Going out on weekends? I realised that that is a hell lot of fun when you're with the right people. Hope you get to know those in the dojo. People you can hang out with, laugh with and of course sometimes cry with.
Moving always sucks. Gets harder to get to know new people the older you get.
Anyways which you courage and a whole bunch of luck with the peeps at the dojo.

Well my view has always been to fight...

Pacha: Uh-oh.
Kuzco: Don't tell me. We're about to go over a huge waterfall.
Pacha: Yep.
Kuzco: Sharp rocks at the bottom?
Pacha: Most likely.
Kuzco: Bring it on.

... but maybe that's just me.

The funky thing is my wife is an über gamer. She works with games, comes home, plays some more. Our w/e’s are late night seshes. When she's wired in I bring her food; such is our vices.

So spookily you're describing our life. Stop it, it's freaking me out. :s

All I'm saying is, not everyone is the world is a be-aych, orc or otherwise. Ride the waterfall and kick the crap out of a few dojoiens. It'll all come good.

If life was easy we will never feel happy cos we dont know wat is sad. If we dont feel anger we never will understand happiness. Theres always decent people, trouble is u gotta go and find them. Take heart if you gotta vent, vent. If you need a hug, hug someone first.
Take care.
Heres a hug from a stranger cos he received one before.

What a rant. I agree that it's the nice ones who get fsuked, 'cause it’s been a while since I've woke up next to a woman I loved and made them breakfast in bed. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, but at times of heart ache, it hard to see that, and I know that I still feel weak at the knees when I see "the one" but if said person doesn't treat you the way you treat them, then its not going to work, no matter how much you need them. I don't know why I'm posting such a dramatic comment, but right now I feel kinda similar. There is someone out there who'll appreciate you, especially after this post. You’re a gem, and everyone here will agree. I've only followed your shit online for a bit, and I think your rad. Fsuk them, and just remember that there are people out there who care regardless of whether your in a relationship with them or not. Keep your chin up and try not to get punched too much - we like your mush with out the damage. ^^

Cap'n Serious got here before I read anything more than, "Sorry"... looks like there was a hellavu rant here though. Obviously something stressing but since I don't know I won't offer advice on a situation I know nothing about. Just remember that when ya hit rock bottom theres only one direction to go. And know who your friends are, take it from one who knows, my friends have helped me get through quite a bit... and I'll be needing them again soon =)

Wish you all the best. -Garkin

Naku.. I read your blog before it got taken down, and I want to say that I understand. I want to help, very much so, but I'm not sure how much help a stranger can provide. Put another way, I feel like I know you, but I don't. If I may, though, I would offer you a movie suggestion: rent and watch "Wings of Desire", the 1987 German version. Do it when you have some quiet time to reflect and relax, the movie moves a bit slow for the first 2/3. And let me close by saying that.. we're here, and we do care about you. I can't offer myself per se, but I would if I could.

Wow! Its turned into a feeding frenzy of melo-dramatic cheese fest. I bet, just like me your all looking over your respective posts and thinking, "holy schize!" See Naku, not all people like to be shitty to the "nice ones" *raises hand in the air* I'm Dave, and I've been a "nice one" for 22 years now. *group claps, and congratulates Dave* W00t! Give it up for the nice ones. Soon they'll rise up and take over the earth. With K.I.T.T., David and Gary, we can't be stopped!

Wrote this a bit earlier when your post was up, didnt get the time to post it then, but Ill still post it now for that matter:

Well to be honest, I do admire you a bit naku. Even though you seem to be going through some rough times, you know that you're going to get through. You're headstrong, thats good. And next to that you have the guts to post your life on the internet, where strangers from around the world can read about whats going on in your life (Im one of em, and you're one of the only people that I follow online (im not a big fan of blogs really)
The chance that we'd ever meet is probably very slim, but Im sure that hanging around with you is loads of fun, I have no doubt with that and I'd love to be a friend of yours.

I'm quite confident thought that you will manage to sort your life out, and meet new people, and maybe even find that love you're looking for.
And for a cheesy ending to this all :P
stay true to yourself, dont let others shape your personality, but do it yourself

just some words from another stranger I guess

Carry on cap'n serious

I seemed to miss everything. I don't know much if anything of what happened but it seems to be one of those "Lets never speak of it again" things. Which concerns me because they're usually the worse kind.

Anyway, I'm worried quite abit atm but I just want to say that you and snowy are like my big uber siblings. I love you guys.

So, if there's ever anything you need or anything i can do, at anytime, I'm always here, you need only ask it of me.

*lots of big cosy hugs*

Ainge. xox

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