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December 6, 2004

Monday meh -_-

/weekend bleh.. I'm not exactly sure why I will bother writing in here since it's not viewed by anyone'ish. I'll do it anyway since it's a nice thing to waste a few of the long work minutes.

I watched Casino yesterday which was a pleasant Sunday adventure. Laying around in jammies, sketching and watching mafia dudes beat each other up is a nice way to wrap up the orc-free 2 day vacation. I debated watching Scarface right after but I think my head would have exploded watching two films that long in a row.

Today is a strange day. Something weird in the air other than the candle my boss is burning that smells like cookies. Walking into a room that smells like cookies and yet there are no cookies is kinda like a kick in the pants to be honest. At least it covers up the wet dog smell since it's raining and the damp office dawg is next to my chair sleeping.

Everyone is getting their christmas trees. I miss putting one up. Pretty silly to get a tree that no one will see. ^_^ I dug out Athena's stocking my Mum made for her that is shaped like a kitty paw and has little stuffed mice and balls of string on it. That's about the extent of my xmas decorations. I kinda hate this time of year. mew -_-;

The orc oppressors will be returning soon with their watchful eyes so gonna wrap this up. Here, have some lyrics with your cawfee.....

If I Ever Feel Better
~Phoenix

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that's fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Great song :)
/wave

Posted by naku at December 6, 2004 1:05 PM

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Posted by: stu at December 9, 2004 8:44 AM